Concentrate
Rivaxorus would listen to Jackson, as his mind ran so many things by himself. It was silly wasn't it. He was acting as if his wife was his enemy. Part of him started to think, it wasn't the two of them. Pack life just seemed to ruin their relationships. Also, had he ever thought about anyone else other than himself? Holly had made it clear he was almost exactly like mom and dad. When they needed him most, where had he been? Chasing a dream of trying to clear himself of his mother's name. Trying to get away from her nightmare. Yet, he was spinning in a circle with her. He was chasing her tail - and he was believing he was doomed to be bitter. To turn out just like her and one day - he'd die in a ditch all alone. He didn't question Jackson's loyalty either, and it did ease his mind to hear his words. He was not experienced and if he didn't take others advice where would he stand? Though what left his brother's maw, it made him laugh. He scoffed at first and then laughed out loud. Placing a paw over his own snout as if to try and stop himself. It was funny, because Jackson... was the third wolf to ask this. "Honestly the lot of you are scary similar. Doesn't matter who you are.... you're the third wolf to ask me this Jackson." Rivaxorus would place his paw down.
"And the answer will be the same. No." he said this with a smile. "I'm going to try and patch things up with Zephyra. My mind was in a tizzy until I went through a couple of conversations. Although I hope she understands.... something needs to be done with her family. Whether they like me or not, and they only see Zephyra as their alpha - then she needs to make sure they don't cause discord in the pack." His ears flicked. "I also don't know if this alpha business is for me. It's only caused trouble, it's my dream but it seems like I don't know how to do it right so I have to talk to Zephyra about it and my true feelings. Even if in the end it gets me hurt." he looked down. "If worse comes to worse... I'm glad you'll be there among a few friends to support me when I foolishly fall off my high horse." |
