Another Bottle Down
Rivaxorus would turn his head towards Armai. He watched her silently as he listened to her words. How could she say he didn't mess up? There was obviously something wrong with the decisions he made if they were in the situation they were in now. Now he was even afraid of Sin's spawn coming after him while he was down in the dirt. Then there was Zephyra. He didn't even know what was going on between them. Nothing was ever clear cut, he couldn't get over his hate for Ren either. Even the name left a taste in his mouth he disliked. If he could, he'd tear out the man's eyes so he couldn't see the damn world a blink again. Call it harsh, or perhaps make sure someone of his kind.... couldn't procreate. Rivaxorus stiffed a growl and shook his head, making sure the thoughts were clear from his mind.
"Coming from someone who saw a pack completely destroy themselves from the inside because their alphess was insane. It did seem like it took the cake." he said for a moment. "What am I supposed to when someone I love and did everything for... feels like they're turning their back on me for a man who isn't even worth it." Rivaxorus let his feelings be worn on his sleeve. He was choked up and he tried not to cry, shaking his head. "I said I would protect what I had because I didn't want to lose anything else. Yet I lost to a woman who was not only the same age but much smaller than myself. The gods must always have it out for my family. Some useless bunch we were. Seems like I'm walking in my mothers paw steps." The male was genuinely struggling with this. He was lost in his emotions, he wished he didn't care. He wished he couldn't care! Gods damnit, he breathed. |
