Gotta raise a little hell

*Mercy I* · 09-17-2016, 11:51 PM

Because it's too soon, too soon, I can't forget the times (can't forget the times). And you're too new, too new, can't let you come inside, I stay the night.

Everything vanished when those words left his lips. She forgot everything that he had said before as the world went totally silent. She watched him snap his jaws shut after he had told her that he loved her, but it was too late. He couldn't take those words back now. Her mind was spinning as she tried to formulate her thoughts. Everything that she had loved and cared for had left, and she didn't want to lose him too. The pale woman fell completely silent, not sure what to say or where to go from this point. She found herself taking a step back from him, her ears flat against her head. She shook, not from the cold from being apart, not from the stress she felt. It was from the fighting emotions in her mind, her body just felt like caving into itself. "I..." she started, looking up to meet that red gaze she knew so well. She saw it in her sleep, and thought about him in her waking hours. But it was too soon, too quick for her to fully give herself to him. She had let others in before, had let other wolves get that close... And what happened? They up and left. She thought that it was her, she was the one at fault for everything. Gethin was special, too important for him to just disappear like everyone else had. "Don't get me wrong Gethin, I care about you. In fact I care about you too much..." Her voice was a broken whisper, and this time the tears did fall. She let them, unable to keep back the raw emotion that boiled inside of her. Mercy sniffled against them, her sides quivering. "I'm scared, too scared to let you in like that. To admit or even feel what you want me to feel. Worst of it all, I think I could l... care for you in that manner," she broke off, a shuttering sigh leaving her lips. "But I can't let my walls completely down. I can't have you walk away like everyone else has. I'm so sorry," Mercy sobbed out the last statement, taking another step back from him. Would he still want her by his side after this, now that he knew just how messed up she was? She was quite sure that she was unable to love. After everything they had been through, all the word that they had spoken to each other, she just couldn't take that final step. It broke her apart inside, but the fear was greater than everything else. Her, Mercy, the most ironically named wolf ever was afraid. Usually she would be trying to hide it, but it was all she could say. Fear coursed through her now, so scared that he was going to get up and just walk away.

Just like everyone else.

And you think that I'm teasing, but I ain't got no reason. Just too soon, too soon (too soon for me to give my love to you)

"SPEAK"

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Gotta raise a little hell

Mercy I