Revisiting Old Memories

Bass’ ears perked when she said that the agreement she had made was rather odd. Curious, he eyed her as she went on to explain what she had done. And that is when his jaw dropped open. The alpha was stunned into silence, slowly blinking at her as the gears spun in his mind. Ear slicked back as she mentioned that she was rather ‘promiscuous’, that wasn’t something that he needed to know, nor what he wanted to hear. "Um..." he said, rather baffled by the whole thing. He was silent for several more moments as he tried to sort everything in his head. "Why would you do something like that? What happens if he goes back on his words and leaves you with the children that you do not want? You just met the man and now you want to have children with him? Do you not know the attachment that comes with bearing children, having them grow inside you for all those months?" His voice was growing a bit louder, he was just in utter disbelief about this whole thing. He couldn’t imagine having children with someone without a bond, or without seeing them again afterwards. Sharply he took in a deep breath, his teeth gritting together. "What happens if you look down at those little lives that you created, that grew inside you, and fall in love? Will you be able to just give them up like that?"

The alpha took another breath, not even realizing that his fur was standing on end. That was a crazy deal to make with someone, giving them your body and children that were half yours. When she asked to returned to Abaven he nodded slowly, his jaw clenched. Of course she could come home, he would never turn someone down. "Are you sure you don’t want to join now? As much as I disagree with this, I would prefer if I knew that you were being properly cared for," Bass was an alpha, yes, but it would seem that he was a father first.

"Speech"
'thoughts'