Gotta raise a little hell

*Mercy I* · 09-27-2016, 12:17 AM

Because it's too soon, too soon, I can't forget the times (can't forget the times). And you're too new, too new, can't let you come inside, I stay the night.

As soon as the words left her mouth, she saw her mistake. Her eyes flew open wide as she watched Gethin replace his walls around him, brick by brick. He was closing off from her, shutting down and becoming emotionless. A broken sob left her lips as she stepped towards him once more, her shattered heart on the ground between them. "No Gethin, no. Please don’t shut me out… please!" she called, obvious fear in her voice. She felt desperation rise in her chest and it choked her, starving her of oxygen as her emotions took hold of her body. Was this her mother’s bipolar nature rearing up in her? "I can’t lose you, everyone I have ever loved has gone away! They’ve all left me, even though I thought we had something special. The only other wolf I loved so truly, my brother, left me. He just up and took off without so much as a word… If I… If I give myself to you like that how can I be sure that you won’t go away? How can I be certain that my heart won’t be ripped from my chest as you walk away? I’m cursed Gethin, my love slowly kills every wolf who has ever cared for me. I can’t… I can’t do that to you!" Her voice was raising again, but it was more passionate than angry. It was the most honest that she had ever been with herself since the beginning of time, and it was the most she had ever admitted to another soul. Not even Revenge had seen just how truly broken his sister was. "I’m an intoxicating poison that is deadly, no matter the dose. If you left me like everyone else, my heart wouldn’t be able to mend again. I can’t..." Mercy stopped, her head shaking back and forth in quick succession. She didn’t know what else to say. She had just exposed him to all her inner thoughts and demons, to the things that plagued her in the back of her mind. Mercy had never loved herself, and while she was confident in her abilities, the self doubt never went away. The loneliness never left her. This was the first time that she had felt a connection with someone like this and it scared the ever living shit out of her. It was so raw, so true and precious that she knew it would break apart in her paws. This scarred dame wasn’t one to be gentle, and his heart had been. Now look where they were. Sniffling, she stared at him with eyes wide open, unable to stop the year's worth of suppressed tears that leaked down her black marked face. Her paws were frozen in place, her usually solid limbs quivering. She struggled to hold herself together, as her world slowly came crumbling down around her. Had she just given up on the one good thing that had happened to her in a long time?

And you think that I'm teasing, but I ain't got no reason. Just too soon, too soon (too soon for me to give my love to you)

"SPEAK"

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Gotta raise a little hell

Mercy I