Teenagers scare the living out of me
10-09-2016, 07:55 PM
The boy remained silent, since he was not asked about why he couldn't tell anyone what had happened, he was not going to offer the information. His black-edged ears flicked forward when Ash spoke their brother's name, possibly giving away his subject of concern. Vadim had gotten lost? Why, had he taken off after their fight? As the girl continued, explaining how they'd found Vadim covered in wounds, of course he knew why that was. But then she described how Liar had reacted to it all, that it had caused their father pain and distress - Ramsay's ears folded back once more. Everything that had happened... it was all his fault. He felt his insides squirming with discomfort, a sense of rage stirring. He wanted to apologize, to take it all back, but there was something in the back of his mind that told him if he could go back and do things over... that he would do it all the same. He couldn't admit he'd been wrong.
Olive green eyes glanced to Ash, looking into her eyes for a moment in silence, before he looked to the ground. "I... I just couldn't stop myself," he said, feeling that anger burning within him, "Vadim challenged me. I'm sick of being a nobody. But then... then he brought up mom, and I just..." Tears stung the corners of his eyes, even as he felt his sister press her head lightly into the front of his chest. His breath became ragged as he lightly rested his head on the back of her neck. He'd lost it... he'd lost his temper and his grip on control, and he'd hurt his brother with no remorse. And because of that, he'd hurt everyone else, including her. Suddenly he pulled away from her, feeling like he didn't deserve the comfort she gave him. "Ash, I'm sorry," he murmured as he turned away from her somewhat, "There's something wrong with me. I was so angry. I shouldn't have laid my fangs on my own flesh and blood... yet some little voice in my head says I'd do it again. I know I would. How... how did it get this way?" His voice wavered somewhat, but he bit his lip to still himself.
He didn't know why he'd felt a sudden shift in his moods and sense of self. When they'd been younger, he'd felt so carefree, like nothing would ever matter and nothing would ever change. As a baby pup, he'd thought life would just carry on the same forever - he'd be with his dad and siblings, he'd play and tumble around with them, explore new places and never be apart. But then again, before that, he'd never thought mom would leave. So maybe things did change. Maybe nothing was ever what it seemed.
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