bruised but not broken
10-11-2016, 01:04 PM
(This post was last modified: 10-11-2016, 01:05 PM by Kharnage.)
"Then why are you still a part of it? If you feel like you don’t belong, just leave. There is so much more out there than being with your stupid family, and better wolves to meet," He could only look at her and blink. He hadn't really pondered the idea of leaving. Sure he'd thought about it here and there, but it'd never actually been a true thought. He'd always pushed it away and hoped things would improve for him. How could he leave his family after all? But her words played in his head over and over and the more he thought about it the more he was okay with the idea of leaving Ivalice all behind. He had wanted to explore more and be independent. Maybe leaving wasn't such a bad idea and as Mercy had so kindly put it, he really wasn't going to grow in a place he didn't feel like he belonged in. What was he missing past pack life? Considering her words, he felt like he was missing a lot. It was certainly something he wanted to think on. The thought of abandoning them still left a sour taste. He'd berated Lykos for betraying them by deciding to stay in Imperium. Would he be doing the same thing? No surely not. He'd given Ivalice a chance at least. he'd tried his best. He'd shown up to the crappy meetings everyone had called. He just couldn't find his niche there. At least he hadn't abandoned them. Lykos had only come crawling back when Imperium didn't exist anymore. The thought made him snort. Yeah he definitely wasn't that awful. Besides... he'd have to ask to leave first. Now that conversation he dreaded. The words she spoke next were interesting enough. His mood soured further as she mentioned that she'd talked to Lykos and how he'd felt like he'd had to take the position of heir. His nose wrinkled at the thought. What a liar! Lykos was just full of himself... his thoughts could have went on forever about how much he disliked his similarly colored sibling, but he pushed it away. "He probably only took it cause I'm sure he thinks me and Dragon are stupid and incompetent for the position. Which I admit I don't want it and I didn't. I'm not sure about Gryphon though, but hell, he'd be a better heir than Lykos. For a wolf who didn't want it he sure did flaunt around like he was the shit." Walk, "Talk" Think |