It's My Life

It hadn't taken long for Bass to show up, and truthfully Zell felt a little on edge. He'd been so indecisive for a long time. He had wanted to stay because he had nothing else, and wanted to leave because there was nothing here for him. He didn't feel like he belonged. But in truth, he probably could have...but he kept himself way too distant. Refusing to let anyone get close because he knew it would be a wasted effort. The only other wolf he'd really sort of liked was Starling, but he didn't even really know where that kid went. And then he had gotten in a fight with Bass at one point, and while he didn't dislike him or have anything against him, he just couldn't see himself really...obeying someone else because of differences in opinion.

And when he had first been accepted into Abaven, it was the older wolf Allen who had told him about what to expect. And honestly, he felt like the old geezer didn't really explain too well. Zell just never felt at home here. "Sorry to bother you but...I needed to talk to you. Or something along those lines I guess." Blue eyes met Bass' gold. His own posture a bit tense because he didn't know what Bass would do. He knew already that the other male probably didn't think anything good of him. He had hardly done anything but cause trouble with that one scarred bitch. Which he still didn't like, but he had a tendency to hold on to grudges anyway. That aside, he continued. "I called you because I'd like to leave. I know I haven't been the best guy to deal with, and it's not a choice I'm making because of you or anything...I just feel like there's something I'm missing. And it's not something this pack can fill..." He was trying real hard to keep his personal emotions and story out of it. Since he had lost his family upon coming to these lands, he simply felt like part of him would never be filled unless he went out and searched.