If You Could See Into My Soul
At Faite’s words Cas dipped his head, giving a soft chuckle. “It makes me glad to hear you say that, Faite. I suppose I just feel bad, not working to earn the rank as other Legionary have done.” Castiel shifted a bit, his ears flicking back some. “Truth be told Regulus and I started to spar once before… but other duties called him away.” Castiel let out a soft sigh.
“Celestial feels empty to me at times…” The older man confessed. “Don’t get me wrong… I am happy to be with my family. But I feel like not enough has been done… and can’t figure out if that is my fault alone or if there is more to it. That’s a big part of the reason I want to step up my game. I want to see Celestial active and flourishing.” Cas shook his head.
“Sorry… my thoughts have been a bit jumbled lately. I don’t know what I really want to do with my life anymore and I’m worrying I’ll run out of time before I figure it out.” His smile had faded. “If you are sure we do not need to spar than very well… At least allow me to hold a training session for the other members of our pack soon. I want to prove that I’m not just a waste of space.”
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