Losing My Head
11-12-2016, 04:34 PM
She had to get away. She was tired, her sleepless nights only increasing, and now she was restless on top of it. All sorts of emotions were gnawing at her insides and clawing their way to the surface. She'd done her best not to panic yet and she had to commend herself for a job well done with keeping it at bay so far. Her talk with Kalliope had not gone how she'd pictured. Rather than deal with it at the time she'd decided to get away to clear her head. The thought of another routine border patrol didn't sound appealing. She wasn't sure what brought her here again. The summer had ruined the grasses and yet she could still smell prey animals. Everything was withering in the cold and yet it proved that this place was faring more than others. She felt drawn to it and idly she was welcome for the distraction. Had Regulus not gone on the trip with her parents and Kavdaya she would have left by now and probably would have claimed this place as her first territory. She liked the area and it had a very home-like feel to it in its own natural way. She finally came to a halt by the stream and sat. The thoughts running rampant in her mind and the feelings twisting in her gut could no longer be kept at bay. I'm pregnant, shit. That part scared her. She adored the idea of pups, but she was mostly cursing her stupid hormones. She should have gotten a hold of herself. Of course doing the do with a stranger would have led to this. How could she not have recognized it sooner? She felt so stupid - what was everyone else going to think? She wasn't some harlot that slept around with everyone, and yet this was not even what she expected of herself. Would she even be able to find Zell to tell him? Would he want to be in their lives? It was so confusing and she was, for once, at a complete and utter loss at what to do. Walk, "Talk" Think |
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