Answer Is Near
He was thinking of Charm… and his other siblings too. Enlil was also thinking of himself… of the future he wanted. While he wanted to learn how to fight he wanted to be a healer primarily… he wanted to follow after his father’s footsteps and become a great healer for Talis. He also wanted to be able to support his family if needed… but was he strong enough? The thought made the boy pause mid step.
He remembered his run in with Ramsay… how he’d gotten lost… and scared. He thought of how he’d gotten upset when both he and Afrit killed a butterfly… was there something wrong with him? Was that why he reacted to things the way that he did? Enlil glanced down at his paws, ears flicking back against his skull. A sigh left him. Why couldn’t things just be a little easier?