Reap Just What You Sow
06-21-2013, 02:06 AM
| Gabriel |
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He didn't want to be here, he wanted to fade, to blend in the shadows, to vanish into his own world, his own dimension, free from dirt and grime, free from differences or strangeness, free from the empty ache of betrayal, but he couldn't. He possessed no magical powers, no extraterrestrial abilities, he was merely Gabriel, an onyx colored pup who wouldn't grow much larger than average, who would never be that important and who obviously couldn't hold onto one of the few precious wolves in his life. He was angry, he was bitter, he was hurting and he buried it, pushed it down and off the surface. He didn't need pain, he didn't need anger. He expected the male to leave, or perhaps, summon forth his parents, he would be scolded one way or another, of this he was certain... neither occurred. He watched tensing and then relaxing as the male slowly lowered his body to the earth, belly brushing the grass as he leaned forward, head raised. They were equal now in height, obviously he was determined to talk to the small onyx pup. Gabriel didn't move nor did he answer for quite a long period of time, he had no desire to spew these wretched feelings, if anything he wanted to forget they existed. he had always been strange, no one would notice. Slowly, ever so slowly he lowered his bodice to the grass, mimicking the larger male as he settled. Long onyx limbs stretched out to his right and in front of him, sprawling haphazardly across the grass. With a huff he would settle. Eyes narrowing more in curiosity than in malice. His mind churned debating what it was he wished to say. He didn't really feel like speaking but he had a feeling that he wouldn't be allowed to leave until he had. "You can't fix me, I'm too strange." The half lie fell easily from his maw and as if to prove his own point, his snout scrunched up in disgust at the simple use of strange, as if even he found it in poor taste to describe himself.
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