I wouldn't leave you
Renhett smiled as Bass continued to clean off of her. Although her own senses were also going wild. She had been watching Bass for some time now and she knew it was bad but everything about him. His breathing, his manerisms. It made her worry slightly, but she had no right to do so. She'd been gone all these years, and while the man's roll in her life had been short. It was a memory she remembered strongly and more proudly than the rest. My how things might have been different if she had stayed. Would she have learned the things she had? Either way, after he asked and she was done with his meal she lifted her head.
"Well I've been trying to keep myself active enough not to let depression set in. Isolation is no good, so I got out and went to Storm's meeting also ran into Sandpiper." Renhett was open about her feelings and always would be probably. Just not to certain people perhaps. "Kai is growing bigger everyday and I find myself having trouble seeing him as my son. Of course there's a part of me that loves him but also a part of me who wants to see him immersed in his father's culture. I taught him some Japanese to leave my imprint on him. Of course he's free to visit me when he likes at the borders though if he wants it. So all I care about is his health and development. But it also worries me for the future. What if I do find a mate, what if we have pups and the same thing happens - I have trouble..... attaching myself to the kids." she scratched behind her ear for a moment as she shrugged her shoulder. "Those are just some things running through my head but I'm taking care of myself. What about you Bass? Are you doing okay?" she furrowed her brows. |