I feel it coming
Heather was filled with a sense of pride almost. She'd done something right, however the more she heard her father spoke. The more she really longed to tell him how she'd been feeling. At possibly the worse possible time these were the thoughts that crossed through her head. She did agree she didn't think she'd ever be able to do this on her own anyway. Heather knew there was a lot of stuff to learn and watching her dad was probably one of her favorite ways to learn these kinds of things. It was Lionel who had picked her back up again, but also Alfred who had caused her to become more aware of the flaws in her deep down. She loved her brother, but at times she was filled with emotions she didn't understand. Knew what they were, but her brain couldn't identify them that quickly nor did she like them putting her into a piece of panic of complete shut down. Heather looked off to the side for a moment.
"To be honest I never thought I'd get this far. Lionel really convinced me - because I was going to leave Fiori since I just didn't feel.... like me. I decided to stay and I've worked really hard even now I think I need to work harder." her tail flicked. "The truth is... I don't know what's wrong with me dad. Ever since I knew mom wasn't going to come back I've been a jumble of things I don't understand. I don't get emotions - I just don't get them. My head gets really possessive and I've always been afraid to tell you. It's like I'm paranoid wolves are going to leave so I just want to keep them around forever." Heather let in a wittered breath. "If I'm not feeling happy, I get scared and confused but I've been covering it up." She looked at her dad and smiled a little. Though on the inside she was half expecting him to call her crazy. "Sorry this came out of nowhere. Forget I said anything." she shook her head. |
Leo as Heather's father is free to crash her threads as he see's fit. Lionel as her close brother is also allowed to do the same.