Distance

*Loccian* · 06-24-2013, 12:19 PM

What's Happening...?

Eyes closed, chest rising as she took in a long deep breath. I'm sorry I've not been here for you as much as I should have... I've been feeling a bit lost myself... Has to get worse before it gets better. The more she thought about it, the more she realized she was being selfish. That she was being needy, becoming a burden, something the male beside her didn't want to deal with. Loccian didn't want to be that... Didn't want Bronze to feel like he had to be here. She wanted him to be here because he wanted to, wanted her company.

Has to get worse before it gets better... She repeated, reopening her eyes and exhaling, eyes going up to the sky. She doubted that saying, very highly. Tell me Bronze, in all honesty. She began, not taking her gaze off the sky, voice smooth. Do you hate me? She was very serious. Loccian wanted to know what was going on wth him. Did she do something that annoyed him? Was her wanting his company becoming an annoyance? Just because she liked him, liked when he was around. Got what was needed, company? Am I your substitute for something? Became a burden, an annoyance, a problem?

Her gaze grew dull, and from the way the moon was hitting them, appeared silver. She tried to keep calm but her voice held a hint of anger, fear, guilt. Her body slightly trembling, containing all the emotions whirling within her. She wanted an answer, needed to know what was going on so that she could try to fix it, if it as even fixable.

I don't want to be any of that, don't want you to feel like you have to be with me because you think I need you... The tone changed, almost becoming a plea. Her voice rose, eyes went wide in a panic. It was out there now, and hopefully, ,he would give her something to work with, give her something so that she could finally make a choice.

"normal.
talk.
think.
you"

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