I Bleed It Out
06-24-2013, 10:09 PM
Kai had been singing to herself for what felt like hours, and she turned, shocked almost for the fact that the black and gray male behind her was actually there. She hadn't been usin g her nose, and had not scented the male whom had accepted her into the pack of Valhalla. Thane asked her questions, ones she did not care to answer, she knew the answers now though. "I'm not sure, I-I ran into two pups, Ryker and Arella, it just reminded me so much of what my main goal use to be. I don't know, my head is jumbled, normally its straightforward and organized." She said, and it was true. Her mind was all bleck, and she didn't like it.
Even now, her lessons rang in her head. Sit tall, shoulders back, impress every male you can, its what you have to do honey. Her parents had always told her, and she had believed it for a time. When she wanted to hunt, they said it wasn't the lady thing to do, when she wanted to hunt, she got the same answer. She was done being a lady. Strong me up from atop these roofs, knot it tight so I won't get loose. Truth is you can stop and stare, run myself out and no one cares, dug a trench and I lay out there with a shovel out of reach somewhere.... Words that her brother had always said to her, she had hummed it into a melody, a soft and kind one, a ladylike one. She had to change that.