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He whimpered, his chest rising and falling as he struggled to regain his breaths. He forced himself to focus on the way the other male touched him, and on his soothing voice. He forced himself to shut his eyes and counted as he breathed in, the way she had taught him to. The god asked him to tell him what was on his mind. He wanted him to confess his sins but Spider knew that if he did his soul would be condemned. “No. No I can’t tell you.” He muttered, his ears pinning back, his tail attempting to tuck itself under his laying body and instead coiling tightly at his hip. “Pl-please don’t m-make me tell.” He begged, his voice wavering and thick with desperation, tears stinging the back of his eyes. He didn’t want to leave him, Poser was so warm and gentle to him and had been so kind, it was his own mind that was turning against him and he hoped desperately that he wouldn’t press the question further.

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