wonderful
03-31-2017, 12:26 AM
Ramsay had his nose tilted toward the ground again, inhaling the scents of the different herbs around them. A brow cocked and his eyes glanced to Dragon when the man scoffed lightly and said he was definitely not a healer. He shrugged his shoulders in response, but he became somewhat interested when Dragon mentioned he was investigating the neighbouring lands. It made him wonder why. Did he have some sort of responsibility that required such actions of him, or was he just one of those hard-working types that did things out of the good of their own heart? He found it odd and for some reason almost annoying that Dragon would be out here looking for herbs if he wasn't a healer. What did it matter to him? Ramsay had no idea the state of the pack since he'd left with his family - although he had a brother in Talis, he had stayed away from them purposely, with the strong belief in his mind that he could have been something greater if he stayed with his blood relations. Now where were they? He buried the thoughts before they could influence his expression. He'd rather just not think about that at all; his deadpan green eyes fell back to the foliage.
The boy only looked to Dragon again when he began a small sneezing fit, curious as to what he'd found. Ah, it was that fresh, tingly and funny-tasting plant. Of course, Ramsay had tried it. It didn't seem to have any affect on him mentally, although it left an almost pleasant tingle in his mouth. Today, he wasn't interested in Mint. He wanted something much stronger. The boy stiffened when Dragon spoke again, asking more specifically why he was out here. Where was his dad? How was their pack going? It made Ramsay want to stop breathing altogether. Instead, he sighed a very light and strained sigh, lifting his head to face Dragon, although his ears folded back against his head.
"Turns out my father really lives up to his name," he mumbled, his eyes meeting Dragon's for only a moment before he could no longer meet the other's eyes, "Nothing turned out how it was supposed to. I don't even know where he is. Not that it matters anyways... But Vadim, and Ash... " He wasn't sure what to say about them, so he merely shrugged. He didn't know where they were, either, but he'd been sure his siblings would never leave him. He missed them more than anything. He couldn't care less about his mother, and the sister he'd never known, nor his father. But his heart broke when he thought of the siblings he loved and could no longer see. Where had they gone? Why had they left without a word? He thought he'd been making amends with Vadim the last time they'd met, and he had never fought with Ash. So why had they disappeared? Did they not care? Or worse, had something terrible happened to them?
Unable to find answers, Ramsay had chosen to numb himself and ignore reality. It was simply easier that way. Things only became more difficult when others began probing. And right now, Dragon had asked him some questions that he really wasn't prepared to answer nor think about - this was not what he'd expected to do today. Maybe he should just turn tail and run... the only thing that kept him planted was the mention Dragon had made about his only remaining brother, Greed. Perhaps... perhaps he should go see him, if it were a possibility at all. But for now, he was tongue-tied and at a loss, unsure of what to say next, so he simply fell silent and hung his head again, wondering if Dragon would say anything more.
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