goodbye my friends

N/A · 06-27-2013, 08:29 PM

Both women one right after the other told her that this couldn't go unpunished. Both also wanted to know why, and that was the question she was afraid they would ask. Erani already knew she couldn't have pups. Morgan should have known the healer would pick up on that bit of information, but she had still found herself hoping she wouldn't all the way up until she voiced the fact. She already knew she couldn't have pups but she hadn't wanted anyone else to know...not yet anyway.

Morgan stayed silent for a moment, debating on telling them or not. She knew it would determine whether or not Evelette was punished or not and how badly. Sadly if she got punished it would just give the lass another reason to hate her, but if she told Erani and Chrysanthe what had happened...all of what had happened, would their opinion of her change. The last thing she wanted was for them to hate her too.

Just before the woman opened her mouth to say something Erani spoke of her daughter having witnessed her stomach torn open she almost couldn't believe what she was hearing. Surreal had been the girl to nudge her, the one who tried to get Eve to help her make Morgan better. The girl she hadn't reacted to in fear of scarring her even more than what she was sure she already was. The words that were going to fall from her mouth before the comment about the pup changed immediately. "Erani, I had no idea that was your daughter. I was too busy trying not to scare her anymore than what I knew she already was...I never wanted her to see that. I'm sorry I was the cause of her nightmares." she had meant every word, sadly it was another reason for her to be mad at herself.

Her face and voice went from apologetic to serious again as the topic changed from Surreal to Eve. "As for what happened...it goes back to before Evelette was even part of Valhalla, and not to long after I became part of Valhalla. My mind was a bit of a mess and Cairo and Evelette were the first two friends I made. Eve told me of the man she was falling for, and I told her of the one I was falling for. So we talked one another into telling them we liked them, I was rejected and she wasn't. I met Freak, the father of Pepper and Rumble, a few days after that on the first day of my birth season."

She paused for a moment to take a breath and and try to read their facial reactions before finishing the story. "I knew who he was the moment he told me his name. The man was Evelette's new mate, and I let him talk me into my children. I should have said no, should have just walked away...but I didn't. Shes hated me since and I have hated myself since the moment Freak left me there. I regretted every moment I spent with that man. And don't get me wrong, I love my children and wouldn't trade them for the world...but if I could change who their father was I would do it in a heart beat.

The moment words stopped falling from her maw she looked away from them both. She wanted to know what they were thinking but then again she just wanted to run away. To just forget any of it ever happened like she had her child hood...she wished that the wolf that made her for get before would come and make her forget everything but Lovatt, her children and Valhalla but she knew that wouldn't happen the memories she wanted she would never have and the ones she wanted to go away never would. With her jaw clenched and her emotionless mask firmly in place Morgan finally looked back at the two women to get her final judgment from the two.

Speech,

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