Saving Me
06-30-2013, 02:45 PM
OOC: ASDvvapiuhdfvcn so many Meili feels >.< Gael's happiness was infectious and soon her tail was waving on the ground behind her as well. She liked him alot as well, even if she wasn't sure in what way. She wondered if this was what having a family was like, having someone to talk to and play around with, someone to just spend time with. She thought that if that's what it was like then having a family must be pretty fantastic. Meili blinked with surprise at Gael's offer to bring her to his pack, to see if she liked it there, maybe finding her a place there. Her brows pulled together as she thought about what that would mean, having a home, having wolves like Gael around her, having a family... She did want all of those things, but how would she do that? How could she adjust from being alone her whole life to being a part of this large pack? Meili gave a soft sigh and gave Gael a small, sad smile. "Gael... I appreciate the offer, I just... I don't know if I can do that. I've never been a part of a pack, I've never even been around more that two or three wolves at one time. Well, as far as I can remember anyway. I like you a lot, and maybe one day I'll try to visit your pack, for you. But... I can't. Not right now." She paused and gently nudged his shoulder, trying to pull on a happy smile even though her heart was in the pit of her stomach. "But hey, I'll be around, okay? I'll stick around for awhile and think about it. If I change my mind, I'll come looking for you. And if you ever wanna talk, come back here. I'll find you." Meili stood, trying her best to stay positive in this situation even though she felt awful. He was such a great guy and she hated to disappoint him like this, but she couldn't see herself in a pack. Not yet. Maybe one day that would change. She gave him a little grin and gently licked his cheek. "I'll see you later, Gael," the fea whispered, turning and running back into the trees, away from the willows, before she could talk herself into staying. She was going to miss him dearly, but she had a feeling it wouldn't be the last time she would be seeing him. "Speech." |