We're the ones that made you
07-25-2017, 12:12 PM
(This post was last modified: 07-25-2017, 12:12 PM by Elias.)
He could not stand the way she growled at him, how she barked her new name back at him. Though she left it unsaid, something told him he was the reason.. especially with how the correction flew out of her mouth faster than lightning could strike. He stared at the storm brewing behind her eyes as she yelled at him, again.
His adrenaline was soaring, his anxiety climbing as his crimson eyes widened. He was internally begging himself not to lose control while visions of himself ripping into the flesh of her snarled up muzzle played in his mind. He could almost taste her blood again, his tongue dancing behind his incredibly clenched teeth while he gathered every last shred of self control he could. He would not give in to his darker desires. He had given in too often, he had created a monster. Denying the impulsive urge to just lunge at her was his main focus.
He stood there for some time, his ears flicking as he awaited the voice of their children. When nothing but silence met him, it made it a little easier for him to relax.. though, he was undoubtedly an awkward sight to see. His broad crown lifted slightly as he hissed a reply, trying his best to keep his lips relaxed and nonthreatening.. but it was quite obvious he was fighting with his temper. "They are cursed, Aures. They are bound to the same demons that haunt me through the blood we share." He was no longer even looking at her, but through her as he focused on thoughts of Zuriel and her gentle mannerisms. If she was here, there was no way he could do what he was thinking about doing.. and it was for her that he was trying so hard to hold himself together. He swallowed hard several times as he tried his best to void the aggressive tone from his vocals, "Watch them, and do not ignore the signs. Do not let them do the same evils I have done."
He did not dare to move, he simply held his ground and kept his head held strong. His fragile psyche would break if he tried to leave now and she struck, he knew it. He simply waited for her to decide what she would do.
Disclaimer: Elias suffers from schizophrenia and occasionally has violent outbursts.
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