Float up 'til you're close to God

The raid had left Rasiel feeling guilty, wishing she had gone to fight. But something with the young female had her thinking that fighting wasn’t the path she wanted to take. Especially after she saw the maims that both her uncle and Marina had sustained. Rassie felt a knot in her gut, a feeling that shook her to her very core. But the question was what rank should she be trying for then? She knew how to fight, and knew about hunting even if her more.. Pudgy body prevented her from running excessively. Herblore was a thing to consider… but that didn’t seem quite right either. She felt frustrated, unsure what path she wanted to take… Perhaps she’d talk to Lais and Regulus about it… and then hopefully all could be made clear.

Currently the femme sat on the Plain, a bit aways from where she denned. Her mis-matched blue gaze was focused on the horizon. Her ears were perked, mind going to the little ones. So far her cousins Ronen and Viho were missing still… and she didn’t even know about the two of Marina’s children that were MIA as well. It was troubling… among other things as well. She was aware of Celestial getting fuller and… she pinned her ears back. Obviously she wasn’t pulling her weight… doing what she was supposed to. She had ambitions when she was younger to be a great fighter, be like Regulus, but now that the path of a warrior didn’t seem to fit her she felt unsure of what she wanted to do. Surely though there was some role in Celestial that fit her, that she could strive towards…

Her thoughts jumbling in her head Rassie continued to think, trying her best to think about what interested her. She liked the children, she thought, though she wasn’t necessarily eager to have any of her own yet. She was still young of course, had time to think about such things.. But maybe she could offer a paw to help train the other youths and find her purpose that way? Yeah… that could work! Maybe she could even talk to Regulus about going on missions outside of the pack to look for the missing, especially since her cousins parents couldn’t go out looking as easily themselves. Kalli was blind… and Cas had to care for her and a crippled daughter.

That was it. She’d be a supporting role in the pack. Maybe she didn’t have a defined rank yet… but she felt her purpose rise up in her heart once more.