To Your Hearts Content

She had returned. But she wasn't the same that she once was, no. She was different, not the naive little girl she was when she left all that time ago. All that time wasted searching for her mother, all that time wasted searching for something she never found. But alas, she had given in to darker desires, those she had come across on her travels had corrupted her, shaped her, molded her into something she never thought she would be. In a way, she supposed she was brainwashed. She was shown something she never knew she would like, but she did like it. She wanted it all. She wanted...more. Her carnal desires were almost too overwhelming at times, and she felt like she was always searching for something. What that something was other than her desires was beyond her, but she didn't think she'd ever find whatever was missing.

Stepping onto a field she always avoided was like stepping into a new world. She wandered aimlessly, dual-toned eyes fierce and piercing. Her innocence was gone, the old Nixie was dead and now reigned a new woman. She didn't know what her goals were now, or if she even had any, but she supposed she'd find out eventually.