got nothing but dreams inside {spider}

The male had moved closer to him but he hardly noticed, his thoughts were elsewhere on the russet male who had abruptly come into his life and then all at once vanished. He was so lost in his thoughts that he hadn’t even heard the male’s question.

“Sure!” The bird said chipperly “I’ll lead the way and Spider can guide you.” He continued before taking flight from the wolf’s back.

Spider stared dumbfounded for a moment before he realized what was going on and then paced ahead of the male “T-t-this way.” He said softly, his voice meek and shy again after his thoughts turned to Shiloh.

For all his bravado and roughness Spider had loved the other male deeply, his goals to conquer the world had filled Spider with a strange hope if only because the male had chosen him to be by his side. More than the physical aspect of their relationship Spider had believed in Shiloh and every so often he wondered if perhaps the male had found someone else to stand beside him and simply hadn’t bothered to reject Spider. “Why would he?” Toad’s voice growled in his mind. “You are nothing. You have always been nothing and will always be nothing.” A soft whimper escaped him and he found himself needing to stop and squeeze his eyes shut before he started to cry.

Spider speaking Echo You  Toad's voice