ABRAXAS RE-ADOPTS
11-23-2017, 10:06 PM
Applying For: Phenex
Changing Name? No
Changing Design? No
Personality:
Phenex is proud. He's proud of both himself any anyone that may be in his family. To Phenex, they're demigods, so much better than the mortals. Nothing could ever come close to how great they are. Maybe it's his pride, directed towards his family, that makes him want to bring a new generation into the world. A part of him feels like he owes that to the family, although a part of him deep down is repulsed by it. He figures that he needs to push that part of him aside for now, at least until he can spread his royal blood.
While he knows that he's not the most intelligent wolf, and hates himself for it, Phenex holds no pity for the naive or oblivious. If they plan to live their whole lives knowing nothing, then they deserve anything and everything that may come their way. He refuses to respect them, and they'll be treated in a way that makes it obvious. He refuses to be like that, and he wants to know everything. He hates being kept out of the loop, or unaware of something. He wants to know about every little object, event, or being that he may happen across.
Phenex is quick to anger. Anything that rubs him the wrong way, which is a lot of things with his obsession for order and information, causes him anger. While other wolves may feel slight, grumbly anger or annoyance, Phenex finds himself furious within a short amount of time, so mad that it puts those around him in danger. Phenex becomes snappy, although with actions rather than words. He's so quick to attack, and to want to get rid of whatever is making him so angry.
Some of the reasons for his short temper may be that he's hardly ever fully rested. Although he doesn't like to talk about it, afraid that he'd give his weakness away, he suffers from night terrors. The terrors range from blazing fires to deep water to huge, terrifying beasts that swallow everything in their path. Sometimes these terrors feature his father's sharp teeth and blazing eyes. They cause Phenex to wake in a panic, some of these panics so bad enough that he doesn't know that he's awake, that it was just a dream. He'll try and defend himself from these terrors even when he's awake. A part of him believes that these may just be messages from his ancestors, something important.
Phenex is a wolf of habit and order. Everything has to be the same. If nothing is wrong with how he goes about his day, then he finds no reason to fix it. He hunts the same way each and every time, and eats the same way as well; the liver first, then the heart, then the haunches and the tongue last. He gets up at the same time every day, thirty minutes before sunrise, twisting and stretching before starting his day.
Although it's not often, sometimes Phenex gets stuck on the same step, repeating it over and over, and it can escalate in stressful situations. When he was on his own and forced out of his pack, it became worse. Sometimes, it's pacing, back and forth. Other times, it's just a slight sway of his head, a mild repetitive behavior. Other times, it's worse, with Phenex biting at his legs, digging but finding no answers to calm him. Although he tires himself out eventually, it's worrying. Even with Phenex convincing himself that it's a result of messages from the gods, he knows that he cannot tell the others. They would turn against him if they knew, and while he may be able to handle a fight, he could not take them on, all against one.
Plans: Maybe has one litter to contribute to the family and is a terrible father? Another one is that one of the family finds out about his tendencies and he has to get away/defend himself? (If we went for this one, I'd kinda like him to make it out somehow, even if it's by escaping.)
Changing Name? No
Changing Design? No
Personality:
Phenex is proud. He's proud of both himself any anyone that may be in his family. To Phenex, they're demigods, so much better than the mortals. Nothing could ever come close to how great they are. Maybe it's his pride, directed towards his family, that makes him want to bring a new generation into the world. A part of him feels like he owes that to the family, although a part of him deep down is repulsed by it. He figures that he needs to push that part of him aside for now, at least until he can spread his royal blood.
While he knows that he's not the most intelligent wolf, and hates himself for it, Phenex holds no pity for the naive or oblivious. If they plan to live their whole lives knowing nothing, then they deserve anything and everything that may come their way. He refuses to respect them, and they'll be treated in a way that makes it obvious. He refuses to be like that, and he wants to know everything. He hates being kept out of the loop, or unaware of something. He wants to know about every little object, event, or being that he may happen across.
Phenex is quick to anger. Anything that rubs him the wrong way, which is a lot of things with his obsession for order and information, causes him anger. While other wolves may feel slight, grumbly anger or annoyance, Phenex finds himself furious within a short amount of time, so mad that it puts those around him in danger. Phenex becomes snappy, although with actions rather than words. He's so quick to attack, and to want to get rid of whatever is making him so angry.
Some of the reasons for his short temper may be that he's hardly ever fully rested. Although he doesn't like to talk about it, afraid that he'd give his weakness away, he suffers from night terrors. The terrors range from blazing fires to deep water to huge, terrifying beasts that swallow everything in their path. Sometimes these terrors feature his father's sharp teeth and blazing eyes. They cause Phenex to wake in a panic, some of these panics so bad enough that he doesn't know that he's awake, that it was just a dream. He'll try and defend himself from these terrors even when he's awake. A part of him believes that these may just be messages from his ancestors, something important.
Phenex is a wolf of habit and order. Everything has to be the same. If nothing is wrong with how he goes about his day, then he finds no reason to fix it. He hunts the same way each and every time, and eats the same way as well; the liver first, then the heart, then the haunches and the tongue last. He gets up at the same time every day, thirty minutes before sunrise, twisting and stretching before starting his day.
Although it's not often, sometimes Phenex gets stuck on the same step, repeating it over and over, and it can escalate in stressful situations. When he was on his own and forced out of his pack, it became worse. Sometimes, it's pacing, back and forth. Other times, it's just a slight sway of his head, a mild repetitive behavior. Other times, it's worse, with Phenex biting at his legs, digging but finding no answers to calm him. Although he tires himself out eventually, it's worrying. Even with Phenex convincing himself that it's a result of messages from the gods, he knows that he cannot tell the others. They would turn against him if they knew, and while he may be able to handle a fight, he could not take them on, all against one.
Plans: Maybe has one litter to contribute to the family and is a terrible father? Another one is that one of the family finds out about his tendencies and he has to get away/defend himself? (If we went for this one, I'd kinda like him to make it out somehow, even if it's by escaping.)