I can feel you all around me (Lucifer)
01-02-2018, 09:10 PM
It was almost heartbreaking to hear his words and look at him, to know that her words would mean nothing and she would once again have to work her way back to him in more than just one way. She would have to fight and claw her way back, without even being able to explain herself. A short growl of defeat and a sigh escaped her and she felt an old familiar rage surface at being scolded. "I left to teach the girls to hunt, after that we got lost and had to find our way home. A fucking doe took us away, I didn't leave on purpose." Planting her haunches on the cold steel of the ship, Vianni gave her mate a cold look as she watched the girls hesitate then move into a different section of their home.
"I won't taste good after what I have been through..." A weak thump of her tail and a smile was given, though if he wanted she knew he wouldn't hesitate to attack her. With his weakened state, she might be able to take him, but she wouldn't want to. "I nearly died keeping our girls alive, I fought nature, again and again, to get back to you, fought to keep your bloodline breathing. I made sure to return your daughters, our daughters, to you in one piece and they are stronger for the experience. You should be thanking me for taking the initiative and making sure your offspring are worthy of their titles, for ensuring that there were no hidden weaknesses in our children. I come back, bring our daughters back...to you...only to have you throw everything in my face." Her voice grew thick with emotions, fear and anger the most prevalent. Vianni continued with heaving breaths as she began to panic.
"Lucifer, I would never be gone so long by choice, and you know this. I couldn't leave on my own, we've been over this...I fought death to come home!" Whether it was hormones or the crushing pain of returning home only to be chastised for it, Vianni would never know, but she curled herself into a ball and held her breath. Trying not to cry, she growled and heaved her breaths in, snarling in rage as she snapped her fangs and finally lost herself. There was supposed to be relief in these moments, there was supposed to be comfort. Apparently, Vianni wasn't going to get those, and as a result she spiraled into a deep pit of agony that had her teeth clicking in the cold air close to her foreleg. How she wanted to lay her fangs into her own skin, to punish herself before Lucifer got the chance to do it. She remembered the last time she had done so, and it had not gone over well, so she simply let her wishes be known to him.
Walk. "Talk." Think.
"I won't taste good after what I have been through..." A weak thump of her tail and a smile was given, though if he wanted she knew he wouldn't hesitate to attack her. With his weakened state, she might be able to take him, but she wouldn't want to. "I nearly died keeping our girls alive, I fought nature, again and again, to get back to you, fought to keep your bloodline breathing. I made sure to return your daughters, our daughters, to you in one piece and they are stronger for the experience. You should be thanking me for taking the initiative and making sure your offspring are worthy of their titles, for ensuring that there were no hidden weaknesses in our children. I come back, bring our daughters back...to you...only to have you throw everything in my face." Her voice grew thick with emotions, fear and anger the most prevalent. Vianni continued with heaving breaths as she began to panic.
"Lucifer, I would never be gone so long by choice, and you know this. I couldn't leave on my own, we've been over this...I fought death to come home!" Whether it was hormones or the crushing pain of returning home only to be chastised for it, Vianni would never know, but she curled herself into a ball and held her breath. Trying not to cry, she growled and heaved her breaths in, snarling in rage as she snapped her fangs and finally lost herself. There was supposed to be relief in these moments, there was supposed to be comfort. Apparently, Vianni wasn't going to get those, and as a result she spiraled into a deep pit of agony that had her teeth clicking in the cold air close to her foreleg. How she wanted to lay her fangs into her own skin, to punish herself before Lucifer got the chance to do it. She remembered the last time she had done so, and it had not gone over well, so she simply let her wishes be known to him.
Walk. "Talk." Think.
