No child of ours should have to die for us[gabe and Raph(?)]
The herald needn't wait long for a response. There was no horrible clock, ticking away the seconds of hesitation. Samael had always been like that, quick on the trigger. No time for thought or consideration. It was one of the things that had always infuriated the Lord, and amused Gabriel. "You do not know what I see Gabby. I see a man who tries his damnedest to do everything that's expected of him and more. A man who is not afraid to ask for forgiveness, where none should have to be asked for. A man that does not see in the ways others do but with his heart, a heart so pure it would never be mine for I am evil incarnate and cannot take back my deeds. But if I am wrong brother then forgive me for I do not want to be right."
Forgiveness was offered, if without words. For Samael was, indeed, wrong. Though his words were needlessly kind, and doubtlessly honest, they were incorrect. Self loathing had wormed its way into his heart long ago, when everything started to fall apart around him. "I appreciate your kind words, brother." It was softly spoken, just above a whisper. Auds would fall, expression shifting to one of turmoil. He longed for the simplicity of the life that Samael lived, but it could not be. It never could. "I cannot abandon our brothers and sisters, not even for you."
"What good would I be to the family whose lives I so cruelly upheaved, after all?" His words carried a strange kind of humour in their tones, false and dark. The herald was no fool, he was well aware that those children would never accept him. Even if he did take Samael's offer, and Fall from grace, there was no place for him there either.
Thoughts "Samael"
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Samael, as Gabriel's brother/stalker, will likely be making appearances in any/all of his threads to distantly stare at his interactions. Just an FYI.
**Also, his face is heavily scarred on the left side, none of his tables reflect this yet. Missing fur on the cheek, below the eye, and scars across the bridge of his muzzle and down his neck.