Once more she had failed, her stomach dropping as he began to speak again. All she could do was lower her head and flatten her ears as she listened to him, her heart breaking at the fact she once again did not do the right thing. She felt cursed, like her whole life would be the same way, always failing and never becoming anything more then a disgrace. If her parents were here right now she was sure they would be highly disappointed and out of respect for Regulus she did not utter a single word of argument. She was uncomfortable and wanted to get away, each word he spoke making her feel more and more resentful of herself and her actions. She just couldn't get it right. As he spoke the word banished she sunk and if he had beaten her. She wanted to just curl into a ball and disappear right now. He wouldn't further Maim her which was a relief and he was sending one of his companions with her for now, she was grateful because she still wasn't sure how to hunt without her sight.
She raised herself again as she heard him pacing away, but then back to her again he came before calling for one of his companions. He then finished up letting her know that Family wise had not changed, but she could never return to Celestial unless Life or death situations. Should she ever have kids they would be welcome, but she could never come to the borders again. She sighed, heavily her heart feeling like lead in her chest and her emotions swirling around within her. She didn't know what to say, her words caught in her throat making her feel as if she was choking. Then he gave her a lick to the brow wishing her well, the cat's tail brush telling her that it was time to go. She still couldn't speak to sick to the stomach to know what she could say that wouldn't be wrong.
She got up and began to fallow the cat before stopping and hesitating, wanting so badly to say something, but right now it was physically impossible for her to form any words. She would have to tell his companion before they parted ways to thank Regulus for everything and that she is extremely sorry for all the mess she has caused him. Turning away she fallowed the cat unsure how she was going to survive on her own.
"Talk" & 'Think"
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* Is completely Blind due to Maim by Greed, looks like her eyes are always closed. *
Acapella has a Dhole companion that is almost always with her unless stated otherwise.
Greed is allowed in any of Ella's threads regardless of the tag.
