I'm too Far Gone
04-28-2018, 08:54 PM
He was thankful that Regulus seemed to be so understanding, letting him leave to find his siblings. For his own anxious self he needed to be sure they were alright and do whatever he could to hopefully keep them all together. He was still stuck on wanting to be with his family, even though time and time again it fell apart right in front of his eyes. Was he ever meant to have the happy family scenario? Or would everything consistently fall apart and turn it's back on him? Bones had said it time and time again about how he didn't understand why Chasm hadn't just given up and went out on his own completely. There had even been times lately where they argued over it, but in the end Bones would support Chasm in anyway he could. They had left what they had felt like home once again to travel into the world in some blind idea to fallow his family even though he had no clue where they all went. For the first week they traveled around the West and then started into the south looking for any sign of his siblings. Sleeping had become a bit difficult as his anxieties continued to build up when he couldn't find them. Uncurling from the ball within the large bush the young male crawled out of the bush that had been his sleeping spot for the night. Bones was snaking on the carcass of the fawn they took down last night, eating his fill before they would up and get moving again. It took Chasm a moment to get up off the ground after crawling out from under the bush. He was still tired, unable to settle and fall asleep for a long time last night, but his body wouldn't let him sleep, constantly waking up and falling back asleep. He sighed laying sprawled out on the ground his eyes looking to Bones and the carcass. He was already feeling defeated even when the journey had been so short already. Part of his mind wanted him to believe that they left him in the dust just like his father had done, and Marina had done, but he kept fighting it. "Words" & 'Thoughts'
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