I'm too Far Gone
04-29-2018, 01:40 PM
She kind of surprised herself with how happy she was to see her older brother and his companion. Of course she loved her family, but they had all been so independent for so long that she hadn't really thought to try and be closer to them. She glanced back at Bones for a moment to give him a grin before she refocused on Chasm when he spoke with an explanation of why they had come out here. So everyone else had left as well? She knew most of them had been absent for the most part, but she hadn't been sure that they had completely left. Her smile faltered a bit and she sat back on her haunches. "Well... I'm not going back." Her ears flicked back as she spoke, her expression forming a stubborn frown. If that's why they had come all the way out here they were going to be sorely mistaken. "I felt so... trapped there. Like I had to pretend to be something I'm not," she quickly added before they could start trying to convince her otherwise. All the memories of forcing smiles and putting on a show at meetings, trying to make up for her siblings that wouldn't play the part like herself... They pulled her mood down just thinking about them. She didn't know if just being in a pack in general was the problem or if it was just Celestial, but... Being a loner so far had been just what she needed. "I'm sorry if that's what you wanted, but it's not going to happen." She glanced away from her brother with a soft huff, feeling very much like the bratty teenager that she probably was. |