I'm too Far Gone
05-18-2018, 01:55 PM
Adore gave Chasm and Bones grateful smiles as they gave her a moment to eat. Right about now she was grateful that she had decided to track down the scent of this deer. Not only did she find herself a meal, but she found her older brother as well. She didn't feel like she was a bad hunter per say, but it wasn't her strong suit nor was it her favorite thing. She was genuinely grateful to have this option rather than trying to find something for herself. Just as she finished eating, Chasm's voice found her attention again and she lifted her head to look at him as she finished licking her lips clean. It was a pretty simple question, but just like everything in Adore's life she felt like she didn't have an easy answer. "I don't know if I've really found anything, but I've been enjoying it a lot." She turned to face him better as she spoke, leaving what little remained of the deer behind her. "You're one of the first wolves that I've run into since I left. I've mostly just been wandering around, taking in the scenery. It's just been nice to... relax I guess?" She was terrible at explaining things, but she hoped that she was making a little bit of sense. "I feel like I just want to explore and figure out who I am, ya know?" She frowned a little as a thought crossed her mind. "I tried really hard to make Celestial work for me. You know that, right? Maybe I just wasn't meant to live with a bunch of other wolves like that. I just don't want you to think that I just ran off and left on a whim. Especially since mom's gone and everyone didn't really seem happy either... I don't know. I couldn't bring myself to tell everyone I was leaving. I thought if I just left no one would notice." It never felt like she made much of an impact on anything so she just assumed that no one would miss her. Maybe she was wrong. Chasm at least seemed to have missed her so that was someone. |