He felt like he just couldn't do it. Pulling himself from where he'd been for so long felt almost impossible, but he was taking it day by day. He was still skinny, but he at least had gained a pound or two. It wasn't much, but it was something at least. He made his way to the meeting spot, but when he arrived he noticed Fortune wasn't there. He had distanced himself again, but he felt like it was more for his sake than anyone else's. He liked Fortune, he had to admit that. But he was afraid of losing her like he had lost so many others. He sighed as he made his way to sit at the side of the group, thin frame gently sitting upon the ground as he waited for it to start.