She paced and paced and paced. Her body raging with emotions she was unable to explain. Where had they gone? Why did they leave? How in the hell could they just leave her here? With each question she was filled with more raging emotions that she didn't know how to handle. Elias, Zuriel, Dominus, Domina, and Casso were all gone. She was left completely alone without protection, without anything! It didn't even seem like the pack was still around anymore. How could he? She snarled, her face hot with emotion as she glared at the wall of their den. Her father the man she looked up to, the man that was the biggest influence in her life had left her without even saying anything to her. How could he not take her with him? Why didn't he take her with them?
She let out another snarl unable to to hold back the emotions anymore. She let loose, only knowing how to show one emotion, anger. Just like the night of the coyote attack she let loose and began to savagely attack anything in the den she could get her paws on. Roots were plentiful in the walls of the den. The bedding was ripped to shreds, roots were ripped and snapped off, she continued to go absolutely nuts on the place not knowing how else to express herself. She disturbed a nest of rats in the far back and they went running, but nothing could save them. Running each one of them down she would savagely rips their heads off in retaliation of how she had been treated.
This den had been build by her father and in her overwhelming state of emotion she intended to do as much destruction as she could. If she was bigger she would have certainly destroyed the place. She would snarl, she would scream, and anyone nearby would probably hear the major tantrum as she went about. She only stopped when she had exhausted herself and only then did she lay down in her normal corner, curled in a ball. As minutes of silence ticked by she could hear the coyotes in the distance talking with one another. She shuddered at the thought of them finding her, alone and without protection. She may be able to fight off one, but a group of them would surely rip her young form to shreds.
She was numb inside and out, betrayed by the one person she held so close to her heart. Anyone could have easily seen that she had been a daddy's girl, but daddy didn't take her when he left. It broke her in ways she couldn't explain. She covered her swirling eyes with her paw and shook lightly from the emotion that was beginning to bubble again.
"Actaea Talk", & 'Actaea Think"
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