Baby Please?
07-09-2013, 02:28 PM
Everything was gone, everything she held dear, her mate, her pups, very closely her life had come to an abrupt standstill... the dame was a broken, shattered mess and right now the only thing she wanted was Demonio....Demonio. Her lover, her soul mate, her other half, her world, her everything. She had failed so miserably and she knew not if he would even wish to see her. She had lost everything, she didn't deserve his love, his affection, or his attention, she would understand if he never came, if he never answered her call, she didn't deserve him, she never had. Dual colored eyes strained, peering desperately into the black woods. What time was it? Would he even hear her? Pain laced through her body and her mind, tears spilled from her maw and desperate to see him, to try to explain, to beg his forgiveness, anything, she attempted to stand, dragging her battered body up, making it a few scarce paces and collapsing once more. "Demoni....Demonio....Demonio..." Her voice cracked, rough and torn from disuse. Her weight collapsed beneath the fracture in her hind limb, the wounds on her chest, her neck, they were trickling blood from the extra strain, she couldn't move, she would perish or she would be saved by her angel, by the keeper of everything that remained good inside of her. She cried, a desperate whimper, a whine and tears trickled down her maw, dripping into the soil. Why, why couldn't she be a better person? Why could she not be better for her lover? He didn't deserve to have such a fuck up as a wife, he deserved someone beautiful, intelligent, smart, cunning, powerful, someone to wipe away his tears when nightmares struck him, not to pile more on top. She had never deserved him, not even close. fear coiled in the pit of her gut as the minutes ticked by, what if he thought she had abandoned him? What if he assumed she had left for dead? Had taken his children and vanished? What if he thought that she had never loved him? No... no he couldn't think that, impossible, improbable, inconceivable! She had to find him, she had to explain, she had to talk with him! Even if he hated her, she had to make him understand, she had to make him see, no force on this earth would be enough to tear her from him, they could maim and torture her but she would never stop trying to make it home, to make it back to him. Demonio was and forever would be her world. She moved to attempt to stand once again when a flash of white caught her eyes, whipping through the trees at an astronomical rate, her heart caught in her throat, rendering her ability to breathe, desperation clawed at the confines of her chest and for a moment everything stood still and then he was before her. He stuttered her name and broke her heart, she tried to stand, pulling her limbs beneath her and struggling to rise, but her back limb wasn't listening and just as quickly she slumped back to the ground, a keening whine of pain tearing from her larynx, her eyes never leaving her mate. ?Demonio.? Her voice snapped, rough and raspy, she pleaded for him, begging, crying, whispering all in those three simple syllables. He approached her, begging an answer about their children, and she clenched her eyes shut, trying and failing miserably to stop the tears and to hide her pain, cranium shaking from side to side she answered him, the injuries had been too great, she had lost the babes within her womb, the strain on her body had dispelled them too early. Tears streamed from her eyes as he buried his maw beneath the curve of her jaw and she whimpered, squeezing his neck. ?I'm sorry Demonio, I'm so...so sorry. Please don't hate me.? She begged because he was everything, her world, her missing half and the only reason she had left to exist his next words would determine if life was still worth living, she had failed him so miserably.... and he deserved so much more than her, she could only pray that he wouldn't realize that as well. ?? I love you Demonio, and I'm sorry... I'm so sorry.? Apology after apology spilled from her maw as she cried, cradling him too her, there was nothing else she could do. Speech, |