Do You See these Thoughts I'm Thinking

One thing he’d almost forgotten was the little clump of Cannabis buds by his feet, he thought to use them and help him relax. He’d gotten too riled up in his thoughts to remember though. He decided to place a bud between his gums and upper lip as Tana managed to climb beside him. She was the reason for his tumultuous feelings, but he was so proud of her. She was blossoming in her new freedom. Tana took a seat beside him, and he couldn’t help but notice that she no longer held any hesitation. He found himself smiling.

As she answered him she leaned into his form, her warmth was nice against his side. He was happy she had learned to fish too. He wondered if Shaye had taught her. She went on to ask how he was doing. "I was thinking about losing you to that Avalanche." He offered, wondering how much of the sentiment was from the alpha and how much was from him personally. What would he have done if she died?