Baby Please?

N/A · 07-11-2013, 11:40 AM

Desdemona watched her lover, her entire body ached, bleeding, bruised and broken, but she paid herself no heed, she looked at her soul mate and suddenly realized what a wretched mistake she had made in ever becoming an Alpha, she never should have left his side for an instant, she never should have let him be, she should have stayed, lingering amongst the pack, sleeping soundly at Demonio's side. That was where she belonged, that was where she was supposed to be. What had become of her pack while she had been away? What had become of her lover? She knew not. She extended her neck to bathe his snout in kisses, she wasn't that broken and she needed him to know that he was whom she loved without question. A soft whine trickled from the back of her throat. This time he knew where her destination had lied, she had simply never gotten there, she told him that she planned to leave for Ludicael, but she had been ambushed, she was loathe to tell him what had become of her litter, she felt all the more a failure, but he deserved to know.

It shattered her, her heart and her soul, for the second time she had lost pups that she loved unconditionally, for the second time she was forced to endure the pain and knowledge that nothing she could do would bring them back, it shattered her, but this time there was a single difference, a shimmering beacon, a light that she hadn't had last time. Dual colored eyes gazed at her lover, curving her cranium around his neck in a tight hug. Demonio. She had Demonio, and as long as she had him, they could beat this, they could get better, they would try again and she would bless him with pups because damn it, he deserved them, but now was not the time to dwell on such things, now she merely wished to feel her lover. ?I love you Demonio.? She murmured into the shell of his ear, ignoring the tears now dripping from her eyes.

She choked back her tears, her ears pinning flat against her cranium as she struggled to speak past the lump in her throat. Decision made, she pulled back, touching her nose to his and her cranium to his own. She would have his full attention for this so he would know, so he would understand completely. ?If my position hasn't been revoked already as Alpha... I am stepping down. Tortuga never should have come before you Demonio, you are my sun, my moon, my stars, you are everything to me and I was a fool to ever place Tortuga before you. I am sorry my love that I have been so blind, but no more. You are my first and only priority, as you should have been from the beginning. Forgive me Demonio. I love you, more than you will ever know.?

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