Living Not Alive

*Actaea* · 02-03-2019, 10:03 PM

There was something about the way Shaye spoke to her, handled her that helped her calm down. It didn't completely wipe them all away, but it defiantly helped. She used to feel suffocated with this kind of closeness to another, but now she felt sharing space with those like Uncle, Ignis, and Shaye made things better and brighter. It showed her a whole new light to the world. It made her wonder if her father was just mad and getting worse since his disappearance. Shaye stated she was always welcome and put emphasis on the word always. This meant she had someone to go to, maybe she could help her express her emotions in a more neutral way?

She calmed down further, sobbing stopped, but she didn't try to break away from the embrace. It felt secure and it made her feel better. She feared if she broke away everything would come back and the emotions would drive her to do something else destructive. Hearing Shaye growl caught her a bit off guard, but she cut it off before beginning to speak. Stating and emphasizing that there was nothing wrong with her. Her explanation lead to what Shaye thought of her, telling her that she was brilliant and to not let others destroy who she was. It made sense, but it didn't explain why. She knew before hand that Shaye wouldn't have that answer, the only one who would was her father, but she didn't want to see him at all. She sighed and buried her nose into the fur on Shaye's shoulder.

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Living Not Alive

Actaea