by special invitation
Cepheus was aware he hadn't been doing much. Hell, he knew he hadn't ever since he joined the first time around when Enrico was running the place. He wasn't sure what it was...perhaps lack of motivation. Perhaps procrastination. Or maybe he still felt unsure of himself and his abilities. He had no idea, honestly. He never really had a purpose as far as he could tell, never bothered to go and find one. No friends, no family that he was aware of anymore, and certainly no lover. All he had was a pack...but he wasn't even trying his best at that.
So when the newer alpha called for the warriors and apprentice warriors of the pack, Cepheus felt a little hesitant. He didn't know if he'd get chewed out for not doing anything. Or maybe even kicked out...he frowned as he made his way there, suddenly dreading the idea of being kicked out. Why though? It would be the same as now but...without a pack. He supposed he would feel like more of a failure for being ejected from a pack. All he had to do was try and just prove himself. Sighing, he approached the others and sat with them. He almost looked like a pup that was in trouble despite his trying to act like the adult he was supposed to be. He had gotten used to Enrico before, too. Wanting to look up to him...Chaos was a completely different ball game. Ceph didn't grow up with any guidance, so maybe after this...he could seek out Enrico and get some advice.
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