lose your faith in me

He would accept the conversation now, and she looked around at him as best she could in their close position. He sounded dejected, but she had always known this conversation would hurt, that was why it had taken them so long to begin it. “We do” she agreed softly, and she knew he was thinking of much the same as she was. She wouldn’t realise he was hanging more heavily onto his own misdeeds.

“Of the numerous topics we must discuss, I have something to admit to I.. May have mucked up terribly, after the challenge, I came back and scolded Tana for not watching her young pup when she escaped to the battlefield. I questioned her on how one so small, who struggles to breath with exercise, covered such a vast distance so quickly, alone in the snow with no directions. I was angry and confused, and I frightened her terribly. I strongly believe she is not all there in her mind, and I wonder if she did have something to do with her child reaching the battlefield, but I should not have scared her so. That is why you have seen so little of her.” she explained to Rhyme, hanging her head in shame. She might not think much of Tana, but she couldn't think much of herself, either, if she let herself stoop so low.