lose your faith in me

He told her that he needed Eulogy, the indication in his words one that he would have done anything do so. It told her that he did not regret her actions, and would gladly do so again. She hung her head, feeling old and sad. She couldn’t be his moral compass, she wasn’t even certain she could be her own. How could she tell him that it clashed against her beliefs, when she felt like she was rocking her beliefs a lot lately.

“I got her back for you” she whispered, leaving words unspoken, of how she had done so without violence, with words and peace. She heard no indication that he wanted to try the harder, better way, only the fastest, sharpest course, weather it was the right one or not.

“Thank you, I’ve decided that Abaven needs to step back from the affairs of others, we have too much in-house cleaning to do. We need to find who we are, before we can affect the course of events beyond our borders. I will try to end this Leera situation with peace for us on both sides, if I can.” her words felt leaden, and slow to come. She had thought.. That speaking to Rhyme would clear the air, console her on how things should be done. That he would berate her for her actions with Tana and find a solution with the woman who could have been his mate. That he would admit wrong doings with the Erovere girl. She had wanted him to be her moral compass, for she realised how badly she needed one.