Eve/Ludicael

As you all know, I've apologized to those involved, I allowed myself to be bullied into something that I shouldnt have given the ic reasons, jupiters deathmatch being the reason. I reacted because im an emotional mess. Ive been going in for appointments, and ive got a lot of medical issues i cant disclose right now. Point is, I allowed eve to bully me into something I didnt want to do, and she's become too much for me to handle, too much for me to trust. Jupiter should have Ludicael, and I think it would be right that we go ahead and revoke the disband or at the least allow aria to fight for it. I was foolish and I'm sorry to everyone, I'm sorry that I'm not being a strong admin. I'm failing you guys, I know I am, and I'm trying so hard not to and I can't stop.