just exist
for song
06-16-2019, 07:32 PM
It was deeply unnerving for the plan she'd always had for her future, carefully constructed in her head, to suddenly be cast aside. Was there any possibility of a future with Ignatius? For so long she'd feared there might not be one at all, but as soon as she'd gotten him back he'd disappeared just as quickly. That aching emptiness she'd felt after being without him for so many months was threatening to return now, only its effects were different, and she felt far angrier than she ever remembered feeling before. The same question though continued to echo in her head: what now? She needed a plan, a course of action, and she couldn't shake the feeling that somehow Song might play into things - or at least be a means to an end. It felt oddly like she was drowning, drifting into the body of a deep, dark lake and that he was her only way out. The fact that he admitted he had nowhere else to be only solidified her sudden train of thought. Perhaps their relationship could be a mutually beneficial one, though she supposed only time would really tell... "The north - lands like this - have always been my home," she breathed wistfully, thinking on his words. She knew nothing of this man Acere, but she knew integration with a pack was both a safe move as well as a wise one. Perhaps there she could find purpose, or at least orient herself toward what she needed to do. "I'd be willing to see if this pack of his might be suitable for us. I have to agree, pack life has always suited me best," she lied easily. Kirsi had always flourished in packs, sure.. she knew how to play the politics that kept groups afloat and she'd always found a way to make things work in her favor, though the life of a loner certainly seemed the most ideal to her. She hoped Song might agree. |
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