Fractured memories [poseidon]

Gray, it followed her gaze as the world was warped by rain and darkness. The sun had found no love with in the darkened sky. Her rays pushed threw the clouds but they stubbornly snuffed her joy out. She felt as if the world was mimicking her mood as she wandered. Drops seemed to miss her as her huge dark paws pushed into the fragile earth. It groaned and pushed as she walked closer and closer to the smell of water. Her body was moving but she was lost in her mind. Those eyes, lost to the touch of death, still looked at her in her sleep. Still asked her how could she? How could she fail them all? She felt her heart break over and over again at those eyes.

Soon enough the water came into view. The rain was plummeting into its depths and making small pounding sounds. She watched as the drops bounced up and down off the waters surface. Her mind reeled and she looked at the ground as the memories flooded her mind. Violet eyes like black diamonds glittering with blood as dark as coal looked with frozen horror as the world had gone from life to death. Violet eyes lingered in the darkness, the snow painted red, his heart leaking from his eyes as he stole one final look at the love that had changed him. Too little too late. Her head burned with the memories. The two becoming one. Who was alive and who had died? She whimpered as she slipped and fell against the water bank. Mud and water kissing her side as she struggled to get up. Her mind was fracturing again. Lothaire, where was he? He had faded into nothing as the world had gone from day to night.

She stood in the water, pushing her full length into its depths. The rain was still falling. Crying for her. She was broken. Numb. Lost. She felt so alone. She shivered against the cool waters and all buy sobbed. Everything was gone. She closed her eyes as the water consumed her. Everything was silent as she held her breath; let the water wash over her, wash away the thoughts.