The Weird Things About Me

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1. I hate my name. My first name is Victoria but everyone calls me Tori. I love the name Victoria but not when people call me it and to me Tori sounds too masculine.

2. I only have two real friends and I selfishly get very upset when they talk about other friends of theirs and stuff like that...

3. I don't "hang out." I do my best hanging out with my besties and they both live far away. The thought of trying to connect with my other "friends" scares me, honestly.

4. I don't go swimming purely on the basis of how self conscious I am about my body.

5. I only wear jeans. No shorts. No Capris. very very rarely I will wear dresses.

6. I hate my boobs. Absolutely hate them. As in I wish I didn't have them, they just get in the way.

7. I would rather be a guy... I don't think I would feel as pressured to be "pretty"

8. My characters are all pieces of me, each ones hold secret insights into what goes on in my mind.

9. If I had my way, I would be more or less an animal hoarder, I am an animal lover to the extreme.

10. Uhhh, my friends call me the dog whisperer. Generally speaking I really connect with dogs, they like me and I love them. My dogs are my children. I'm the person who drives down the street and gets distracted by a pretty dog in a yard.

11. As a crazy dog lady, I can name breeds very well, even the rare ones that most people don't know. Give me a picture or a description and generally speaking I can tell you what it is.

12. I guess you could say that getting animals is my way of stopping my biological clock because sometimes I just want a baby and there is no better baby than an animal (especially a dog)

13. From the ages of about 8 to 16 I went through a period where I hated cartoons with a passion.

14. I stopped trick or treating when I was 12. Why? On those long trips in search of candy, I seemed to develop a bad habit of peeing my pants. It scarred me for sure. I refuse to even put on a costume anymore.

15. Lightning freaks me out. If there is a thunderstorm, you nearly have to goad me outside with a knife to my back. I just don't want to get struck T^T

16. I hate everyone I meet nearly automatically. My approval really has to be earned. This is why my best friends are some of the people I remember hating the most.

17. My internet self is a lot more outgoing than my real life self. The net is my chance to live to full potential, which falls into the next one...

18. Sociophobia. I truly have a fear of socializing. If someone talks to me or I think someone is looking at me or for any reason attention is drawn to me, I go beat red, my hands get clammy and my eyes start watering. All the while experiencing a mini heart attack. Public speaking? Well first my heart rate kicks up a million notches... then I get shaking, my body quivers like crazy, then I get freezing cold, and the whole time I'm sweating bullets. I can't even talk face to face with members of my family without experiencing these things. Oh, and I don't dislike public speaking. I actually enjoy giving speeches and stuff like that but my sociophobia makes it absolutely horrible.

19. Eye contact. It is really very challenging for me. If my eyes meet yours I will automatically look away.

20. Over the years I have psyched myself into being afraid of various things: lightning, needles, pain in general, roller coasters, bugs.

21. I am terrified of the dark, I always have been.

22. I've always been a very quiet person based both on the fact that my sociophobia makes me not want any attention and also on the fact that when I do talk, although I am speaking at a normal tone in my own head, people can't hear me. It only makes the situation worse because I usually end up repeating myself at least 3 times. Anymore I just tell people to nevermind.

23. When I manage to bypass my extreme sociophobia, I generally have some highly sarcastic and not very nice remarks to say and people really don't like at all. When I get into the really witty stuff, I have about the best dry sarcasm that there is so I tend to piss people off.


I'll stop now... lol..... most of these are quirky things, I guess some are just more interesting facts...