Cry Me A River

It hadn?t been long since she had came to join this pack. And being so she only knew just a few of the others here. It made her wonder how many were actually in the pack. She felt a bit lost, not knowing what to do. So she wondered about, learning the territory that she would come to call home. She would learn the borders, the plants, everything she could about this place. She thought about Cormalin's suggestion to work on her fighting skills.
So here she was, searching for solitude that would not be interrupted from anyone. But what would she do exactly she had no idea. Well ideas sparked up but she wasn?t too sure yet. The dark female snorted at herself before picking up her pace to an easy lope. Sky blue orbs seemed distant as she thought about her past. Had her pack been wrong or her? She hoped history would not repeat itself on her. But it probably wouldn?t. It was very unlikely she would ever find love again, and she wasn?t trying either. She couldn?t trust another male again to let them in her heart. But that would not mean she couldn?t befriend them. But could she ever fully trust anyone at all? She wasn?t sure, only time could tell right?

But the past would always haunt her, it would always be there. The borders came into view and she turned to trot along them, unknown she was heading towards a man of white till she was nearly upon him. Paws hit the ground and back paddled to not run into him. Blue eyes widened in surprise to see someone here. She stood there, mind racing. There was no doubt he would notice her. So what should she say? What rank was he? Nose twitched to pick up his scent, making sure he was indeed pack. He seemed sad for some reason, but then again who was she to say anything when she ha her own current depression to deal with. "Uh...may i join you?" What a stupid question. He probably wanted to be left alone