Cry Me A River

This quiet, broken man, seeking to be away from everyone and anyone wasn't the real Demonio; it was the Demonio that he was now. He knew he was stronger than his depression, than this breaking that had taken ahold of him, but he just couldn't find that inner strength to break away from it. Life was pretty much pointless now. What exactly did he have to live for now that he had no family, no wife, no children? He was utterly alone in the world. He couldn't count Chrysanthe, because even though she was like a younger sister and best friend mixed into one, she wasn't around nearly enough. Then again, that was his fault, given that he didn't come around enough to visit her. But that wasn't the point. He was sure that she had own family, the gray ex-king Collision was one of her siblings. How many others did she have? Surely she already had a mate. It was hard for him to believe that such a beautiful young woman would be walking around unclaimed. She was the queen of a large thriving pack. Even if she didn't have blood family, she still had her pack family. What did he have? Nothing. Absolutely nothing. But as depressing as his life had become, there was no way he was going to take the easy way out and simply kill himself or have someone else do the deed for him. It was cowardly and Demonio sure as hell was no coward. He would just deal with this new chapter in his life. It always got worse before it got better, didn't it?


She accepted his invitation, situating herself not to far from him. The ivory man paid her no mind, allowing himself to pretend like she wasn't even there. It would've worked had she not spoke up, asking him why he was out here. Conversation...wasn't something he was really looking for at the moment, but the woman deserved at least some of attention. There was no need for her to suffer for his pain. I honestly have nothing better to do... He rumbled quietly, not turning to face her, or even letting his eyes open. He simply lied where he was, the only sign that he was conscious the moving of his pale lips as he responded to the dark woman.



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