Sibling feud

As Theta bit into her fish she did her best to calm herself down. It wasn’t worth it to get fed up over somebody younger than her. Taking a deep breath through her nose in an effort to ignore Incendio’s spewing of hatred. If she wanted her point heard she would have to be the bigger person here. Finally setting the fish to the side she spoke, refusing to look in his direction in case that sent her off track “I don’t hate you, I hate what happened because of you. If you weren’t born maybe dad wouldn’t have given up the pack, maybe we wouldn’t be living in the cold, maybe our mom would come back. Before you were born my siblings and I spent two weeks in Abaven because of stupid adult politics, we all hated it and by the time we were back home it felt like we were immediately off to the North. I haven’t had true stability for longer than a month or two. You and your siblings remind me of that and that’s why I hate you, because it reminds me of the life I could’ve had. So please stop acting like I’m the bad guy here, I’m trying and that’s what matters.”

Emotions spent Theta stuck her head under the water, not to catch a fish, but to hide from the judgment that was about to come. If a fish swam in her mouth, that was their fault. She kept her emotions inside most of the time, she wasn’t used to telling anyone her reasoning behind how she acted. She expected people would just see her and make sense of it all themselves. She found herself wishing Noir was here at least he would be on her side, she was sick and tired of defending her position and fighting for a better one. It was times like this that made running away seem like a much better option.