Like father like son

The concept of living for their god before themselves, he’d heard it before, but he never really understood why. If being a productive Abraxas meant lying to himself then he didn’t want to be one. Saren wanted to see things as they were, not what they could be. He didn’t care about rewards, sure they were nice but they weren’t something he desired. He couldn’t really say no to a walk so he stood up, taking his time.

“I want to be productive, but I want to be it on my terms. I don’t want to be told something’s productive, I want to figure it out for myself. I don’t see the point in fighting or being mean like everyone else seems to. There has to be something out there for me, but I haven’t found it yet.”