this is embarrassing

i don't usually ask for a pity party. i don't like the feeling of being a burden that comes with telling someone all your problems. usually i can just type or write all of it down like i would if i were telling someone, and it would help. but it isn't cutting it this time. and i wouldn't be asking for one now if i didn't really need the support. so i guess i'm just asking, can i pm someone and just pour all my problems onto the floor to you?