I gave up hoping some miracle would set me free
07-25-2013, 09:21 PM
Pour out her thoughts to this stranger did the dame do. And yet, he wasn't a stranger anymore wasn't he? This brute was Kaveh, her new friend. And here she was, staring at her paws. It was only a moment that had gone by until she felt a paw under her chin and it began to lift up her muzzle and face to face Kaveh. In a firm tone with a concerned look in his eyes he told her it wasn't her fault. It sounded like he meant it but still....it partially was right? She was the one who had wandered put of the territory. It was she who had made that choice to go out and explore. Young and reckless....but then she was still young...but less reckless. Keki knew she hadn't changed much....except her lack of fun. Even her own sister hadn't been much fun lately. What was wrong here? There is something out of place,and the dame had a feeling it's her. She knew she has been caught up with her children lately. But what about paying attention to her sister as well? The femme wanted to look up towards the sky and scream. All this time she forgot about Maka as well. That's why she looked so hesitant when they all left Glaciem! Gray lines ears pulled back as she even thought about it.
Bi-colored eyes of blues averted their gaze back to Kaveh, back to Earth. She listened to him as he told her it was the brute who raped her who was at fault. And he said kind things about her sons, and how he has had experience as well. He continued on those kind words about her sons and how much they much love her. She bit her lip as she thought about them. Keki didn't even know if they were headed in the right direction. Tiberious had always been like her, while Pericles relates to his Aunt Maka. And then Kairos....? The dame figured he'd find his path. Yet the dame feared he was following the same as his father's. No, she raised three fine young men! And the dame wouldn't take it any other way. All three of them are perfect! Her eyes then looked a way for a moment. Keki couldn't coddle her children forever. She even remembered the day they were born. All three the same yet different colors. The femme beamed with pride of being a new mother but then regret. She hated bringing children into this cruel world. They were all pieces of the game. And now she regretted it no more. Keki promised herself and them in their first moments together that she would love them forever and no matter what. Even a small smile cracked at the edge of her lips at the thought. They loved her....and she loved them. Then came Kaveh talking about how absurd it would be for a man not to love a dame with children. He said if that's the case then they don't really love you at all. A brow raised as Keki thought about it. Kaveh was.....right!
She nodded in agreement as he ran his tail over her back as she did so to him before. Taking a deep breath Keki admittedly felt a bit better.
Lastly the brute said it was alright to be scared and stuff about change. Maybe it was the change. How she had mainly cause most of it in her life. Leaving her sister during pup hood, finding her own pack. Acquiring a new family. Then came the bad change, that horrid night, the loss of her Uncle's pack. Heck, the female didn't even know where she lived anymore. Maybe the dame was a wandered....she would have to find somewhere to live. But the dame didn't want to leave her family, she wanted to stick together with them....no matter what.
Averting her gaze directly at Kaveh she spoke in reply.
"Thank you for your kind words....hey are much appreciated....very." she added.
"Yet I still somewhat blame myself. Again it was I who made that one choice to wander out of the boundaries. Yet I would never expect to be....raped... But you know what, you're right Kaveh. And I feel a but better now....thank you." she said with a small smile
Keki then leaned forward to lightly touch her nose to the side of the man's cheek. She gave a touch of thanks and the dame was quite content now. Looking into the male's light green eyes did she await another reply.
Bi-colored eyes of blues averted their gaze back to Kaveh, back to Earth. She listened to him as he told her it was the brute who raped her who was at fault. And he said kind things about her sons, and how he has had experience as well. He continued on those kind words about her sons and how much they much love her. She bit her lip as she thought about them. Keki didn't even know if they were headed in the right direction. Tiberious had always been like her, while Pericles relates to his Aunt Maka. And then Kairos....? The dame figured he'd find his path. Yet the dame feared he was following the same as his father's. No, she raised three fine young men! And the dame wouldn't take it any other way. All three of them are perfect! Her eyes then looked a way for a moment. Keki couldn't coddle her children forever. She even remembered the day they were born. All three the same yet different colors. The femme beamed with pride of being a new mother but then regret. She hated bringing children into this cruel world. They were all pieces of the game. And now she regretted it no more. Keki promised herself and them in their first moments together that she would love them forever and no matter what. Even a small smile cracked at the edge of her lips at the thought. They loved her....and she loved them. Then came Kaveh talking about how absurd it would be for a man not to love a dame with children. He said if that's the case then they don't really love you at all. A brow raised as Keki thought about it. Kaveh was.....right!
She nodded in agreement as he ran his tail over her back as she did so to him before. Taking a deep breath Keki admittedly felt a bit better.
Lastly the brute said it was alright to be scared and stuff about change. Maybe it was the change. How she had mainly cause most of it in her life. Leaving her sister during pup hood, finding her own pack. Acquiring a new family. Then came the bad change, that horrid night, the loss of her Uncle's pack. Heck, the female didn't even know where she lived anymore. Maybe the dame was a wandered....she would have to find somewhere to live. But the dame didn't want to leave her family, she wanted to stick together with them....no matter what.
Averting her gaze directly at Kaveh she spoke in reply.
"Thank you for your kind words....hey are much appreciated....very." she added.
"Yet I still somewhat blame myself. Again it was I who made that one choice to wander out of the boundaries. Yet I would never expect to be....raped... But you know what, you're right Kaveh. And I feel a but better now....thank you." she said with a small smile
Keki then leaned forward to lightly touch her nose to the side of the man's cheek. She gave a touch of thanks and the dame was quite content now. Looking into the male's light green eyes did she await another reply.